Astrology Nov 29 2018 (11/11/11) Apocalyptic Dreams.

Last night I dreamed that the world looked like this and that I shot my family one by one as they slept to save them from the pain. I then shot myself.

I shot my beautiful daughters and husband and my pets.

Then myself.

Then I woke and could not get back to sleep.

Thankfully I am grounded enough to know that apocalyptic dreams are not really literal and mean a lot of change is coming but, holy hell, sitting with a dream such as this is deeply disturbing.

The world is a disturbing place lately. The divisions are seemingly wide and I myself have done enough battling with others on Facebook.

Change is coming.

I needed to write the dream down to process and I don’t mean to disturb you but, hey, it’s my dream.

How are things changing?

That’s the thing with apocalyptic dreams, the change is so massive that it cannot be expected and usually ends up completely different to how anyone could have imagined.

As always I look at the Astrology and the Cardinal Grand Cross this week is aspecting my Ascendant and also the Galactic Center. Plus Saturn was aspecting the Great Mother, Ceres, at about the time of the dream.